2013-08-04 13:18:59 UTC
Over this past year my CV has gotten better - it's not fantastic, but I'd say it's pretty good for a seventeen year old. I've got a two week voluntary work placement in a hairdressers, one week voluntary work placement at a charity, I'm a registered volunteer for two charities, I have volunteered at a fashion show, I'm qualified in first aid, I'm qualified in extended first aid, I can speak two languages, I have taught my own class of secondary school pupils for a month, my grades are well above average and I've just started volunteering in a charity shop until the end of summer. I've also got some extra curricular stuff from college as well - such as volunteering at open evenings and living abroad on my own.
I'm mainly applying for part time jobs now, but I applied for a lot of seasonal jobs last summer, last Christmas and this summer. I have gone into many shops with my CV and asked if they had any vacancies but the majority of them told me to go online. I've applied for an awful lot of jobs online. I've applied for all the fast food places at least once, the majority of them I have applied for twice - McDonalds, KFC, Pizza Hut and Subway. I had an interview for McDonalds but I couldn't make it as I had an important day at college and I couldn't change the date. I'm applying for so many jobs, in so many different sectors - retail, fast food, hotels, etc. I'm applying for big companies as well as little local companies.
I don't really understand what more I can do. I never give up and people keep telling me to keep trying and I'll eventually get somewhere, but I'm spending an awful lot of time applying for jobs and checking my emails - it's really starting to get me down. In the past I've spent ages writing a cover letter for companies, I travel to the company to hand it to the manager and they won't even accept it because I haven't had a paying job before. One manager wouldn't even look at my CV because I hadn't had a paying job before, even though I told her I'd done voluntary work. I'm fine with talking to new people and at interviews I'm always the first to break the ice.
I know I should keep trying but it's really depressing me. I've tried harder than all the people my age, who I know, who have a job and it's just infuriating. I feel like such a failure because I can't even get a job which everyone thinks is easy, and my family keep constantly asking me. I don't have any relatives who can get me a job because none of them really live near me. My mum and dad have tried speaking to people they know, they sometimes say they'll get back to me but they never do. Any advice would be really appreciated, because I have no idea what these recruiters want from me anymore.